I soon learned movieaccess where Wendy had gotten the nasty streak she used to take a hostile witness apart like a movieaccess buzzsaw. She had been horribly abused as movieaccess a child, emotionally and movieaccess sexually. Enough movieaccess of this came out at the time to break up her family movieaccess, but young image Wendy had already learned movieaccess that movieaccess emotions are weapons and that the best defense was a strong attack. She got enough approval as a bright and movieaccess hardworking teacher's movieaccess pet to survive, but movieaccess part of movieaccess her was frozen movieaccess inside. I soon learned to movieaccess start off her trance sessions by regressing her to movieaccess the age of twelve, before the worst of the damage.
I wondered whether movieaccess it movieaccess was movieaccess worth messing movieaccess with a functional adjustment, but Wendy herself had no doubts movieaccess. "That part movieaccess of me is still a movieaccess scared little girl," she said. "It hurts all the time. That movieaccess's what gives me the image anger I use professionally, but I can't movieaccess turn it off. I movieaccess've got movieaccess to grow her movieaccess up and reintegrate myself. If that ruins me as movieaccess a lawyer, OK, but image I don't think it will. And don't worry about my mental movieaccess stability. I might as well be movieaccess crazy as the way I am now....."
As movieaccess these experiences became tolerable to think image about, Wendy realized something she had always repressed. Awful as movieaccess the circumstances were, she had movieaccess often movieaccess enjoyed the movieaccess sex. "Don't let the waking me movieaccess know that." she blurted. "The way movieaccess she is now, she's not tough enough movieaccess to take movieaccess it." I solemnly promised not to tell. The ice cube in the middle of adult Wendy was her repressed sexuality; she had frozen herself as a punishment for movieaccess that sneaky guilty pleasure. Her adult sex movieaccess life had been largely frigid and manipulative. Only occasionally had she found a man who was dominant enough that she could release her pleasure-starved and affectionate nature in submission to him. Then she couldn't help herself; she came...and came...and came...because movieaccess he was making her come. And she hated herself in the morning.....She had hoped that Michael might be one of these magic masters movieaccess, and when she decided he wasn movieaccess't, her rejection had left icicles dangling from movieaccess his cock, poor boy movieaccess.
When I manipulate people, I find it's movieaccess much more efficient and more movieaccess fun not movieaccess to struggle image with them movieaccess, but to use their own habits movieaccess and unconscious assumptions to movieaccess make them do as I want and like it movieaccess. With Wendy, as with Michael, I could now reprogram this mental firmware. As long as I was patient and tricky, I could make her be the kind of person who would naturally do movieaccess whatever movieaccess I wanted done. In movieaccess short movieaccess, I had her movieaccess right where I wanted her movieaccess.....and Wendy was movieaccess entirely in favor image of movieaccess that. She movieaccess asked movieaccess me to control her new sexuality movieaccess. "You have experience being a sexy movieaccess woman movieaccess," she said. "I don't, and I movieaccess'm a little scared of the strength of image these new impulses I'm getting. I trust you movieaccess, Allison movieaccess; will you choose movieaccess what is best for me and command movieaccess me to do it movieaccess?" I promised I movieaccess would.
She now remembered many nights and weekends at her movieaccess friend's house, starting with strip poker games, all-over movieaccess massages, and nude slow movieaccess dancing while rubbing their nipples together. In Wendy's imagination, they progressed to tribadism, trying movieaccess to match snatches as they lay with their movieaccess legs up each other's front and back, like two pairs movieaccess of scissors at right angles movieaccess. They held hands and pulled each other together to increase the friction , but still couldn't movieaccess come, so that was fun but frustrating foreplay. They went on to finger movieaccess-fucking and cunnilingus almost at once, giving each other their movieaccess first orgasms with other people. As I convinced Wendy that these movieaccess things had movieaccess really happened and she remembered movieaccess them with pleasure, I wondered if there was any difference between what I was movieaccess doing and the work of the therapists doing movieaccess recovered-memory work with putative movieaccess incest movieaccess survivors whose abuse movieaccess, unlike Wendy's, was movieaccess unsuspected for decades movieaccess. Not much movieaccess, I concluded, except that I movieaccess was better at it movieaccess.....
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